overwhelming sadness

Shawn left to go home today, I can't help but be sad. I feel like I lost part of myself. but i musn't feel down because i know i will see him again in ~20-something days. plus, i don't want to make him feel bad by knowing that i feel low. Right now i'm really anxious to go back to school again. I'll be really busy and all, but that's ok because i know i'll have shawn near by to cheer me up when i am low, but also my roommate Julie to talk to about sex and related subjects. I feel tired..