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07.01.06 (5:30 pm)   [edit]

wooptydoo

I'm so pissed right now, i thought that i could have a nice birthday with all my friends for once in my life. Mariano just informed me that he had hotel reservations for Montreal on the day of my birthday. I knew he wanted to go there, but didn't think I'd be on that day. I don't think I'll be going with them because i have no money and I rather spend it here than in Montreal. So fuck that! I'll stay at home with Shawn, and have fucking vanilla cake. I spend enough of the year in Montreal anyways, i don't need to go there during the summer.  i just wanted this year to be different. guess it won't. i never had outstanding birthdays on my actual birthday day. I don't even ask for gifts anymore. I'm just going to quit trying. I'm born to have a very low social life, and that makes me sad sometimes. I'm jealous of Melodie, we surprised her for her birthday. And Mariano and jess got a bunch of gifts from us all once. It's not the gifts that really matter, it's that they had their day where we celebrated them, why can't i have one? Is there something horribly wrong with me?

posted by: BluexDreams (reply)
post date: 07.02.06 (10:46 am)

I can't say that I can so relate to your situation, but there is some resemblance; having an almost no social life and all.
I know this might not change a thing, but think of it. Maybe birthdays aren't always meant to be an occassion were you happen to be surrounded by a lot of people who may or may not care about you and show their greatfullness by giving gifts, maybe it's about you enjoying your day doing what you always wanted to do. Maybe having your friends around you is what you want, but it can't be that bad, could it? Having at least 1 friend is better than nothing, ain't it?

I hope it all goes well with you. Don't let your friends presence affect your day. It's your day! do whatever you've always wanted to do and enjoy it! =)

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