KillJoy

Monday I received the package and letter that Shawn had sent me. Turns out that he had send me his dead tarantula. It didn't freak me out, but i did get my expectations up. I put it in a plastic container, it looks cool. It smells bad though.

His letter was sweet, it made me feel wanted and appreciated, things that i want. This is my favorite line:

Anyways, I do look forward to holding you in my arms again, feeling the warmth of your passion and love. I am sure we will have some great fun together, hopefully it will be really nice out too.

His letter just made me miss him more... I want him to be here so badly. When he writes, he's serious (which he avoids in person) and it's nice to see that side of him.

Lately, I've been going to bed very late at night. I have to stop doing that... I feel like I waste the day away when I sleep in so late.

I decided what I wanted to do for my birthday. 80s themed 'party' dunno if it's going to work.. I just want to dress up. I told Shawn that I'd dress him up because he doesn't like to go along with these sort of social things. (MWA HA HA HA >:) )